Terminus Lyrics

I didn't know the last time would be the last
Was it your train to catch on the underside like that?
You'd been saying for some time
"I'm worried there's no good in me at all"
Line for line with the sleeper hit of all goodbyes
that you left there on the desk for them to find
and wonder why he never tried (they could have tried)
Did you know? A sister cries, a father tries
a mother identifies pieces of a son

Little brother, was there a light
some silence with you there at the end that night?
You dragged it to the stockyards & tied it to the tracks
to knock the devil off your back

They kept your room intact
and tend a negative space for you
Your friends keep vigil still
and I keep thinking I'll see you in the room
so send some sign – was there at least
some light before you
right before you caught
the last train out?