Nailed to the shade Lyrics

I pour another mourning
Over the drunkard I am
Sought to reach for you
Competing with this silence
Tried to defy your fatality
You'd been lurking
So close to me
I won't surrender
Never surrender no
My ruined system
Is getting weak
Have lost all traces
I'm waiting for a spell
That will set me free
I am bad and drowned
Our dreams collide
Can't bring me down
Oh how I wish
To escape from the devil
Greedy for a kill
Growing impatience
Caught my ego
He reduced my soul
I'm weary in my mind
Creating his design
Fought me ego...