Habitual Gloom

Condescending grins spilled across all of their faces. We are cattle oblivious to the imminent slaughter. Frozen bones covered in frost bitten skin. When will the heat of the sun release us from our prisons?

Never thought I’d let it get this far, I feel so locked away

Habitual Gloom slumber deep into the night. Habitual Gloom carnivorous by nature hateful by trait

Monochromatic memories surge through my mind as I sit alone and wonder why I let it all fall apart. I've blamed the world too long this is a promise repeat after me "I am not a victim.”

I never thought I’d let it get this far, I feel so locked away. Always tell me I’ll be fine, but there’s no saving this time

When the last grain of sand crashes down from the hourglass will you be burden free? They say hopes die last but when your eyes roll back will you leave with content or die with regret?
Don't die with regret!
Will you leave with content or die with regret?

Person 1: "I just don't know what to do anymore"
Person 2: "Look man I totally get it you’ll be fine”
Person 1: "I feel like I’m loosing my mind"

I never thought I’d let it get this far, I feel so locked away. Always tell me I’ll be fine, but there’s no saving this time. This gloom looms over me, the side you’ll never see. You told me I’d be fine, but there’s no saving me this time

Person 2: "you're being dramatic get over it"
Person 1: "you don't get it... no one ever does.”

Person 2: “Well that’s not gunna solve anything”

Person 1: I feel like I'm dying and what scares me most is that I'm tired of trying
Person 2: “Dude, this again?”

Person 1: I want to live but my will to go on is empty, I need help not a "get well soon" gesture

Grisly colors of Pastel’s blue noticed but never addressed. Never addressed. Bite your tongue and do what you do best belittle and degrade those that seek help