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Just trying again to be myself
Cause I was lost for far too long
But now I found that I can climb back up from the fall

I couldn’t help it feeling down
Even at times when I felt drowned
The only person who was there had been myself

And you always say
I'll be ok
Falling down and throwing all away
In this day
We'll find a way
We’ll find a way

Every night I lock the door
But every day you slip into my world
Every time I put on hold
My mental health but that is no more


Well I'm not innocent
I fight this war all alone to save you
I’m trapped behind this walls
Why this face looks so familiar
These memories haunting me
Been starving to death
Although i'm losing faith
I guess fate has it's own plans
I guess fate has it's own place

And you always say
I'll be ok
Falling down and throwing all away
In this day
We'll find a way
We’ll find a way

Every night I lock the door
But every day you slip into my world
Every time I put on hold
My mental health but that is no more