Happy End?

In flaring vapour of my liquor
In smoke plumes from my cigarette
The storm clouds gather, flurries quicken
This silver lining strike me death

When did i give in to this error
Sure i was eager, heart and soul
My dull misfortune lost to terror
Their death and i coherent whole

I bet my hollow fortune
On my lucky number zero
Now all is said and all is done -
The moment cast in iron
I never was a hero

As seconds and minutes pass by,
We realize we can't put the clock back
Sweet anodyne, comfort - this is not enough

Fuck the happy end!
I pretend
That i'm allright, that i'm OK
And now my friend i should to say
When did i give in to this error
Sure i was eager, heart and soul
My dull misfortune lost to terror
Their death and i coherent whole

I bet my hollow fortune
On my lucky number zero
Now all is said and all is done -
The moment cast in iron
I never was a hero