Dead Ends

It's like you're wasted, trapped in your head
Take a deep breath and start again
Faded, you're trying to reset
Walking roads that lead to dead (ends)

It doesn't matter what I think
Or if I'm standing on the brink of collapse
I feel so weak
If I stop now I'll let it win
So why, oh why, do I still want to let it in? (Don't let it in)

The sunshine only serves to hurt my eyes
How can water taste so fucking dry?
This call is painful to ignore, the brightness leaves you wanting more
Can't help but think I should've stayed in bed
That little itch begins to spread and etch
My head is aching from the sounds outside

It's like you're wasted, trapped in your head
Take a deep breath and start again
Faded, you're trying to reset
Walking roads that lead to dead ends

I'm done trying not to show that I've already sunk so fucking low
You could never know how this feels
To feel so fucking cold
It's like you're wasted, trapped in your head
Take a deep breath and start again
Faded, you're trying to reset
Walking roads that lead to dead ends

I wish that none of this was real
Sick of all the shaking
All I have is the mess I'm making
I wish that none of this was real
Now I'm all bent out of shape
Am I ever gonna fucking escape?

It's like you're wasted, trapped in your head
Take a deep breath and start again
Faded, you're trying to reset
Walking roads that lead to dead ends