Still

Crawling ‘cause my legs don't feel the same darling
I just want to stay at home
Even if I'm scared
And I’m needing you the most

I still find myself holding back my tears when you look at me
I'm wasting time and I'm lying awake
Pretending to sleep to make you stay
I'm wavering through the aisle of my home
I'm waiting for you to call me back
I can't bare this alone
I can't bare this no more
When I needed you the most is when you hurt me more

I refused to heal my wounds and you digged your nails into it
Sometimes I hold my breath to check if I'm alive
When I needed you the most is when you hurt me more

I still find myself holding back my tears when you look at me
I'm wasting time and I'm lying awake
Pretending to sleep to make you stay
I'm wavering through the aisle of my home
I'm waiting for you to call me back
I can't bare this alone
I can't bare this no more