Vexation Lyrics

With displeasure I appease you just to follow your lead.
I'm disgusted by my actions almost every day and I don't need you.
You can finally erase all the memories that you have and all the good times you saved.
They mean nothing to me at all.

Bet you bite your tongue.

I never fucking asked for this and you can take it all back with you.
You can face this all alone if it's what you want.
I can't believe I've never seen this as it is. Are we just a blur?
You just cut, cut, cut, cut me up ‘cause it feels so good.
It's impressively saddening.

And I've seen pain breed
with all those I've come to need.

I can't keep acting like I'm just a person that doesn't feel defeat.
I compare myself with everything else instead.
It's as pathetic as it feels yet I continue to just embrace.
I forget how to forget as I waste my days.
Its such a fucking nuisance.
And I'm so complacently defenseless to my own hate.
It breaks and it throws away.
It bludgeons the faith encased.
I can't pretend to save what's left if there's anything. It's all just a fucking shame.

There's only disappointment
for all those that have entrusted me.
And I fear
that the blight has engulfed my frame.
Will I steer from the vices that resonate?
I am far from perfection.
I guess I never gave a fuck.
And I won't begin to now.
No.