Monotony of Anguish Lyrics

Scraping along on these wasted dreams. All thats left for is waiting for dying. Coalesced with this idea of freedom - well there is no place for this in this phony world. and as the seasons faded throughout the years I have lost my will to hold it all together. The bearing of life has become the sword that will ultimately finish me. Devastation of the mind - capitalism will murder us. Recreation halted because of greed. In our suffering we're left to breed and bleed. And within the nightmare that is our world I have made my choice to become your enemy. And so I live beside you in disguise. Agonized with fear - waiting to arise. I'm no human being - merely a husk. I have embraced the end to go on with life. There is no love that fuels me. No warmth with ín my grasp. I'm a sorry image of existence. Ironical how things turn out. So comical but bitter. I hoped to be free from you. From all your drama. From all your bigotry. I wanted this to be worthwhile. Now I'm stuck in here, in this fucking role. I watch the days go by from my concrete cell. Entrenched in bitterness - no one left to call a friend.