Avenoir Lyrics

The future is nothing but a consequence of my mistakes
The past is something else
I'm too ashamed to bite that snake

If only I could go back and depart
There are so many things I'd change
But sadly, I'm too far away from the start
Oh, how I wish for a blank page

I'm doomed to keep rowing this forsaken boat
Through the river of tears and pain
Always facing backwards like a blind man
With no compass, lost in the rain

So many times, my redemption: denied
There's no point trying out again
Every sip of water tastes like cyanide
Going on seems so inhumane