Cognizant Dichotomy Lyrics

The frailty of human kind,

Betrayed by emotions no will to survive,

Perspectives changed on the other side,

Grotesque sentiments remain, half of me died.

Stripped of desire to live in this world,

Depression befriended me, a curse that I hold,

Paranoia fuelled by unknowing the truth,

Alone I destroy my own being with hate,

Fervour denied replaced by confusion,

Despondency overwhelms every inch of my mind.

Repulsed by the weakness in what I have become,

A post mortal creature before I draw my last breath,

Acceptance of mortality, Engulfed in agony,

Consumed with violent desires, ruthlessly torn apart by emotions,

Haemorrhaging mentally, a desolate world exists in me,

A suicidal state of confusion, ceasing to live is the only solution.

I must end it here before I take those around me,

A danger to all who reflect in my eyes,

Cognizant dichotomy, self deprecating permanently,

Living on the outside yet decaying internally,

Mortality embraced, Already forsaken,

Serenity flickers in my graven thoughts,

Bone touches the cold steel,

Recollections encourage my grip,

My last action before I spiral into the darkness of finality.