Bittersweet Lyrics

Dear mistreater
Come crawling back to you
My deceiver
I gain and loose, burn the fuel, it‘s nothing new.
But what's killing me
is not the wasted time
It's the agony of what's drawing near

Turn over
First pill is bittersweet
then live in clover

Turn over
Failed chance is destiny
So take it bittersweet

Dear illusion
Call myself realigned
Controlled emotions help me to gain
to ease the pain but hope is gone

Kill my solitude or just kill the pain
Die for my selfishness
I can't control my fate