Presumed Human Casualty (Bloodlust Pt.II) Lyrics

Lodge the knife deep into my throat
Let the blade act as a catalyst for my blood
The arteries severed and membrane torn
Skin peeling back as I pull down

Darkness and blackness mirroring my demise
Satan is laughing at my cold and dead mind
Driven to insanity ever so blasphemously
I hereby sentence myself to death

Spirit pulled out of my body by my own two hands
Tearing my body flesh is spraying blood
My life flashes before my eyes

What was it all for?
Why was I even born to begin with?
Decaying mind as soon as I step foot on the surface
Of this God-forsaken cold, blackened earth

It's like I have amnesia
I can't remember who I've become
And why

I've forgotten what I have been
Who am I now, and what do I have to become?
Tell me God in Heaven, speak in your wrath if only
To answer my heart chilling call!

I just want answers, I just want to know when
I can see my face in the mirror
I do not understand who I am
I do not know what I am, when I am

Why was I even born?
And what led me to this awful day
To begin with?

If only I could die a little while longer
But my thoughts leave me, the knife no longer exists
The blood isn't on the floor anymore
It was all in my imagination

Once again my fantasy is taken away from me
Just leave me to die already, I can't take this pain
Just let me suffer violence at my own hand
And be done with it from beginning to end

Just let me die in anger
Just allow me to suffer
If you won't let me take my own life
Then do it for me right this very moment

Just answer my call, oh God
I beg you to answer in the thundering rain
From Heaven right here on the altar
Hear my screams, hear my cries, and save me!

Reverse the damage done to my mind and help me see
Your Supreme Salvation
And crush these demonic oppressors underneath my feet
And make them scream

Tremble and scream!
In the name of Jesus Christ
Fill me with Your Presence
And show me Your Mercy

I'm so very sorry
Come and save me
From the torment that surrounds me
And that is plaguing the inside of my mind right now