November/Forsaking the World Lyrics

They say that life is an adventure, for me it's just a painful nightmare. They told me that I am not real, but the world that they see ain't real to me. They say that I am going to die, yes, that's all I have been waiting for / Why am I still alive? Kill me and lay me into my grave / My Existence is more like the life of a butterfly, flying around and trying to find another flower. They say that I am driving them insane, but I am going to die and I just don't care / Everything I have done was already meant to fail / They told me that I have no future, but I never wanted to live forever. They say that I must be crazy, but I am on my own now and living to die. I am dying, hanging in the rope I just found. You'll all have a better life without me around / Everyday I try to find a better way to kill myself.