Return to me
My deepest love
Restore the stars I dreamt of

There's only ever been
A single way that I felt seen
Breaking down my life
Sifting through the strife
Collecting and building
A sample of my grief
Falling into disbelief

I've never felt alive without a meaning
I had to lose my way to find the feeling

Stuck in a procession
My feet were nailed to the floor
Inertia filled my chest, I had nothing left
You buried my dreams, buried them with me

But I clawed through the dirt
Fed my nails the fucking earth
Broke through the surface, holding tight my only purpose

There's only ever been
A single way that I felt seen
Breaking down my life
Sifting through the strife
Collecting and building
A sample of my grief
Falling deep into disbelief

I've never felt alive without a meaning
I had to lose my way to find the feeling

You stitched my mouth shut
And drowned me out

I was never yours
But I was never myself either
I was never yours
You bent and broke but I never left
I wish I had