Invincible Downfall Lyrics

I'm sitting in silence in my old chair
wistful notions cross your mind
I can't find the answers, nobody cares
inquiring eyes are printed on the wall

Breathing a second life, the opposite of what's real
there's so much difference, so much joy
I like to dance in both worlds
once the world where is no sleep
where staring eyes meets dark eyes
where hours passed and said goodbyes

What shall I do, what are my plans
which road shall I walk
it doesn't matter I really don't care
ending in misery, I'm sure it won't be me
responsible for your own facts...

Do you understand what I have to say
I call it - the new
I call it - the evil
it's the substance that enters the brain
it's the strength, making you insane
depressive words, just draw your conclusion
changing moods, is that the solution...
I call it - the risk
I call it - destructive

I'm lying in bed what's happening to me
blood runs only faster through my veins
I feel my teeth are setting in my mouth
sleepless nights, so many to count

Breathing a second life, the opposite of what's real
tears in consequence of happiness
there will be the turning point, resolving what the do
mental derangement or strength of the mind, your mind...

What shall I do, what are my plans
which road shall I walk
it doesn't matter I really don't care
ending in misery, I'm sure it won't be me
responsible for your own facts..."