Betrayer Lyrics

I'm the night
I'm the black
I'm the wind upon your back
I'm the chosen one who casts my plague
From the Father's Son
Betrayer to his cause
Spilling secrets I keep
Hiding from the light of the Sun I never see

Can you see inside my eyes
Past the hunger and the lies
My rite to die was torn away by the crucified
No moment now in time that will become my last
Suicide denied, is "forever" now my past?

Every day I pray my dust will ride the wind
I yearn that I'll never be born again
But when the shadows fall
My hunger begins
Betrayal and now I roam the earth alone
Damned myself for much more less than a throne
The days never seem to change
And still my hunger grows

Don't blame me that I exist
I tried to die so long
Ask for my death from above
It's the only way He may let me go
Never a hand in happiness
Never to trust a passionate kiss
Never I pass to all my spawn
I'm never awake after dawn

First my savior, now my judge
Said he'd never hold a grudge
As I drain you down, recede to a place
Your faith can be sound
My curse is legend, my life's revolving door
I'm his reason that you've become my life's dirty chore