The Decipherment of the Past Lyrics

Feel the pain inside!
That's the way I hold my head
I don't want to fight
I will keep this emptiness

Alone with my grief
I'll give up before death
This is how I feel
Losing my strength to breathe

This life seems to be over now
Giving up is how I see
Will you break me slowly into pieces
So you can make me whole again?

Empty-handed I am ready to die
Through intense pain I wasted tears
Until I wasn't able to cry
Show me the way, I want to feel again

You understand me from all I had
Introduced me to myself
What am I? Is this something I had?
Show me why to rebuild this wreck

Day by day I learn
I've learned to look at my past
Everything I left behind
In the end I find before me

Feel the light inside!
That's the way I hold my heart
You will show me how
To make sure I'll find the way