Eleven Lyrics

My aching body trembles
I close my eyes
And try to feel nothing
The smell of fear
Permeates the air
I hate myself and I deserve it

I hate the way you touch me
I can’t stand your scent on my body
I replay in my mind the sight of your death
My blood is not hot anymore

I lay my soul to sleep
In silence of my deep
The slide shows in my mind
With black priest’s soutane
Will always remain with me
Feel sick that disgusts me

Loneliness is my only guide
I feel dirty inside me
Hate is my mirror and nothing will change
Because there is no pity in my soul
Hate is my mirror

I became what I am
And I’m only eleven