Blue Jay Lyrics

We all live in a world of nothing
But in the void we find
A simple memory can redefine
And you will find your way back to that place in time

In the end you find yourself searching
All for nothing
In the end you found yourself waiting to die

I saw my life in a shade of grey
The chemicals in my brain, they crippled me
I was begging for peace
There was nothing to stop my need to be:

released into eternal sleep
(released into eternal sleep)

Turn away from this
You will go back and find the place you felt pure bliss
And through it all you will finally see existence is:
Euphoria!
You will wake up!
Blistered from the Hell you came from, you will live!

In the end you find yourself searching
All for nothing
In the end you found yourself waiting to die

I know you want the answers
It keeps you up at night
A blistered existence is all that you know
Because you won't let go

I'm finally awake
And gasping for air under the crashing waves
I found my place inside them
When my will to live was erased

Because it's deeper than just existing...

Because it's deeper than just existing...

The only thing keeping me alive is wanting to die!