C'est la vie Lyrics

I'm sick of spending all these days
Looking for some nepenthe,
Like atelophobic and solivagant.
How could I believe in magic
When we all feel so alone
And only try to survive for redamancy ?

I'm pacing downtown everynight
And everyone's giving advice
But no one really seems to give a shit.
So who's gonna...
...Who's gonna be my catharsis
And get me outside of my head
When I'm one breath away from drowning ?

Guess I been wasting time as it's wasting me,
Nicotine in the veins,
A thousand wishes hanging on my lip tips.
How could I believe in magic
When we are all so alone
And only try to survive all the things we feel ?

Surfing on liberosis,
Don't wanna know if I still bleed
Just wanna feel like dust in the winds.
Let me drown in velleities,
Don't wanna know if I still breathe,
Just wanna feel the light on my face.

No one will ever try to break the silence
When it's burning out my conscience,
When it's running every inch of my mind.

Here, even just to feel is complex,
But I wanna try and dare,
Take a moment to admire the world.