Grinder of Self Lyrics

Spark of insanity
Was always with me
Flare of identity
Always doubted in me
Where does this come from?
Where does this fuckin' come from?
I put myself into suspense
I slowly grind myself

Grinder of the self
I rebuild myself from the grave
I carried my chains as a slave
Grinder of the self
I've nothing to lose anymore
'cuz I've lost my soul in the war
Grinder of the self
I rebuild myself from the grave
I carried my chains as a slave
Grinder of the self
I've nothing to lose anymore
'cuz I've lost my soul for you

I hate you
I hate the way I behave
I hate you, I don't need you
I hate the way I feel

When it's in charge
Everything's supercharged
All the things show its own dark side
Without compromise
Oh my God, how can I end it?
Tell me How can I live with it?
I'm running out of my mind-spare
I want to get rid of this

My soul is a wreck

Grinder of the self
I rebuild myself from the grave
I carried my chains as a slave
Grinder of the self
I've nothing to lose anymore
'cuz I've lost my soul in the war
Grinder of the self
I rebuild myself from the grave
I carried my chains as a slave
Grinder of the self
I've nothing to lose anymore
'cuz I've lost my soul for you

Grinder of the self
Leading nowhere
Grinder of the self
Leashing me back