Talent Show Lyrics

Got the devil dancing in my head
I just wanna watch the motherfucking blood spread
Got the devil dancing in my head
I just wanna watch the fucking world turn red

I hear you
Talking that shit behind my back saying that I'm crazy
I was born to play this game, it's the way that they raised me
Grinding my fists to dust, you think this life didn't change me?
Questioning every day if I'm even worth saving

But I'm not

Living every day like I'm a fucking disease
I can't seem to fight my hyperviolent tendencies
Like a dog, I gnaw on bones to sharpen all my teeth
And, if the bruises aren't on you, then they're inside of me
You cast me in your fucking play on full display
Does it make you proud to know that I'm your biggest mistake?
Does it tear you up to know that I'm still breathing today?
Will you stand and clap when curtains close and I'm in the grave?

Yeah
Clap for me
Your own catastrophe

Questions run through my head
With the shit that you said
Is this me? How I'm bred?
Are these lies I've been fed?
I can see how it ends
Family and my friends
Apology in advance
I just can't do this dance
No