I am Cursed Lyrics

Discouraged,
a charm feigns the unfortunate soul
and eternity creeps as fear martyrs attention.
The sombre reign impeaching the comforted shrine,
bleeding me with an undecipherable question.

I am cursed, a frail playful void,
wrecked with dreams in a miserable night.
A fever so despicable that autumn laid alone,
abusive words fearing happiness, howling a cry.

Fortune and good will was granted to me
yet horror made me of virtue dispossessed.
A child lost in ambiances of wounding grieves,
reigned by creatures raising an unnatural trance.

Delusion brought me an infantile companion,
yet a shadow that never transpired distress,
that held courage high as a burnt perception
the philosopher of abnormalities abused, spiritless.

With every step, a grain of sanity was lost,
apprehension revolting the moment into cries.
What others created shouldn’t end with pleasure
yet my friend manoeuvred flesh into a horrible blight