Suicidal Failure Lyrics

Father, forgive me for I know not what I do
I tried everything, but I’ll leave it up to you
I don’t want to live, I don’t know why
I don’t have no reasons, I just want to die

I’m a suicidal failure
I’ve got to get some help
I have suicidal tendencies
But I can’t kill myself

I’m tired of this way of life, my patience has expired
I’m barely just 19, but my life I will retire
I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun
I pointed it at my head, but I couldn’t get the job done

I’m a suicidal failure
I’ve got to get some help
I have suicidal tendencies
But I can’t kill myself

I took all my mother’s sleeping pills, I jumped off a freeway bridge
I drank three kinds of poison and drove my car off a ridge
I beat myself with a bat, put a noose around my head
I overdosed on heroin but I’m still not dead

I’m a suicidal failure
I’ve got to get some help
I have suicidal tendencies
But I can’t kill myself

Death may not be the answer, it can’t be all that great
But me I’m not into living, with life I can’t relate
By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun
I want to start my second life now so shoot me with your gun

I’m looking forward
Suicidal!
I’m really bored
Suicidal!
You wanna die
Suicidal!
Then die
Suicidal!

Honestly
Suicidal!
At the game
Suicidal!
At the beach
Suicidal!
At my school
Suicidal!