Emotion No. 13 Lyrics

I wish so hard that I could be just like the one you want me to
But it doesn't seem to work though I'm trying
I try so hard to do what's right, to be so good, to make you proud
But it never seems to satisfy you
It's just the person that you want is not the person that I am
The conflict inside's horrifying
I want so much for you to think of me as a person that
Deserves your respect and attention
I wonder if I'll ever do the things you want the way you want
When I don't even know what I want yet
It's not that I'm rebelling against the person you are
It's just that I don't know who I am
All I know is it hurts, oh how it hurts
Oh God, do you know how I'm hurting?
There's an emotion in me, there's an emotion in me
Emotion No. 13
Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not lying
Emotion No. 13, easy crying
Don't ask me how I know, but I'm dying
Emotion No. 13, blows my mind away
Emotion No. 13, it blows me away
Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not...
Emotion No. 13 say's I'm...
Don't ask me how I know but I think I'm...
Don't ask me how I know but I think I'm dying, dying
Dying, dying
All I know is it hurts, oh how it hurts
Oh God do yo know how I'm hurting?
There's an emotion in me, there's an emotion in me
Emotion No. 13
Look into my eyes, you'll see I'm not lying
Emotion No. 13, feels like I'm dying