White Lotus Lyrics

As long as I have conscience
I've had a brittle bones
Disease in my chest
But not in the breastbone
My heart is my disease

I embrace the desolation
While every piece of glass is
Choking my veins
I must find a way now
Before I get insane

Becoming violence!
Conversion inside my mind!
Destruction calls for the weakest
Destruction is my escape
In another concept of pain

Why should I
Keep trying to fight
The struggle of my own life?
So why should I keep trying to Fight?

My soul's becoming now a
Brittle bone...
I need to end this and... die!
My being
Becoming violence!
Conversion Inside my mind!
Destruction calls for the weakest
Destruction is my escape
In another concept of... pain!