Endeavors Inane Lyrics

Let me tell you 'bout a kid who never got to grow up
without feeling himself unworthy and vain
Instead he was disapproved for where his desires
led him feeling safe and secure

You refused to listen, to support to comprehend
Rendered my endeavors foolish and inane

Thank you father that I never had the chance
to please your true will about what you wanted me to be
Now that you can't control my deeds,
will you bend in anxiety or cope with what I stand for?

You refused to listen, to support to comprehend
Rendered my endeavors foolish and inane

Take your time dealing with what I have become
Don't take pride: I did this all without your love

Please do forgive me for what I never wanted
to say straight to your face without feeling myself
ungrateful for the things you gave me:
scars that never heal - I despise your life to all extents

You refused to listen, to support or comprehend
I'll never stop holding you in utter contempt

Take your time dealing with what I have become
Know this line: I did this purely out of spite