Cycle Lyrics

Is this who I am supposed to be, never ending, or can you make me see
Better them than us, it's our new mentality
You better read the cross, like our love it's insanity
We are as one but you're pulling me under
It carries on when they left us to sunder
Honestly, so perfectly, honestly, so perfectly, have they abandoned us

I have to know
Will this get easier, easier
(can they tell)
I have to know
Will this get easier than what it seems right now

Over and over I go back to square one
Repeatedly drowned by a wave of resistance
No greater meaning, I merely endure
The weight of it all slowly kills my persistance
Burn it down, incinerate it
Armed to the teeth with nothing but insanity
Giving in is the only option
I see it so clear, all that's left i to rupture
But it's just not what it seems
I tried to be a better me
Can we do it like before

Why is it always like this
I keep repeating myself
In an endless cycle
Keep in line and you won't fall apart
But in this life you just press restart

I have to know
Will this get easier, easier
(can they tell)
I have to know
Will this get easier than what it seems right now