It's Me, the Grotesque Lyrics

Still I can hear the calling
It makes me afraid, what will be?
My fear has gone several ways,
I'm sure I have not failed

I see the world with different eyes
Will I see (the) light of day again?
All this pain now is mine,
(this) is the awakening of a second life

I tried to touch what I had seen
When I travelled in my world of dreams
I was never asked to be
The horror begins far beyond belief

When my mind falls asleep,
In my dreams there's darkness so deep
When I thought that's the end,
My life returned with time to spend

The only thought in my mind
Is to leave my sorrows left behind
There's nothing to see but so much to feel
My soul was laid to rest
It's me, the grotesque!

My demise waits for me
I got isolated from my inner self
Words can build walls of silence
I'm living with eyes so blind

Still I can hear the calling
It makes me afraid, what will be?
My fear has gone several ways,
I'm sure I have not failed

I see the world with different eyes
Will I see (the) light of day again?
All this pain now is mine,
(this) is the awakening of a second life

It's me, the grotesque!