Futility Lyrics

A teary vision fills my head
As on the bed you lie
The vibrancy you once possessed
Fades as again I watch you die

Calling out to every shadow
Reaching out to every shape
The emptiness is dark and cruel
Sometimes I think love was my worst mistake

Futility the sole surviving state
Futility the poison in your wake

I saw your strength fade day by day
I prayed it would return
I never really was prepared
The harshest lesson I could learn

Sometimes I wish to numb the pain
But I never could forget
Your passing left me in a vacuum
With the bitter taste of my regret

Futility the sole surviving state
Futility defiles a better fate

My face can't indicate
The pain, the rage, the hate
As love evaporates
Despair intoxicates

And now I wander in the darkness
Desperate for your touch
A sadness worse than any pain
A sadness that's become too much

My will is draining in this prison
My heart, my enemy
And as I lay down to my slumber
I will join you for eternity

Futility the sole surviving state
Futility no more to undertake