White Dress Lyrics

White
Like the snow down the sky
White like the innocence of virgins and wives
But I turned to grey in the eyes
My white dress got dirty for my entire life

With my tears I tried to remove the stain
But they were acid rain
And the soil permeated ripping my tissues

The rain turned to snow
Dying out my vehement fire
Closing my body and mind
In a prison made of ice

How am I, how am I, how am I supposed to escape?
If I am the monster that deserves to be enclosed in cell
This dress is not fitting me

How can I desire and reject
Something at the same time?
Terrified that someone goes through my intimate
I strongly wish that it happens

My heart is still burning
But its tongues of fire aren't long enough
And all that chains up me
All that drown out me still remains
‘Cause they won't believe that I was defenseless
Saying I asked for it
‘Cause I wasn't strong enough to prevent it

How am I, how am I, how am I supposed to escape?
If I am the monster that deserves to be enclosed in cell
This dress is not fitting me
I wasn't worthy enough of it
I wasn't matching up with it
How am I, how am I, how am I supposed to exist?
Pain you didn't face is here
It's besieging you
Its hands surround your neck