Desperately Shining Urge Lyrics

Bowing afore the authority
Enounce Her name is denied
It's only fear and dudgeon
Brings me to hesitation

Sun without heat, without light, shining on me
On this world, there's nothing left to grow
Hidden behind curtain
Desperately searching shelter
Again (again)

Cannot touch the reality
Waiting for the remedy
Deeply into the chaos in my head
Pretending I am ready to stand

Martial sounds from behind
Chacer me to rise from ashes
Where hopeless pushes me to ground
Soul receives next wound

Sun without heat, without light, shining on me
On this world, there's nothing left to grow
Hidden behind curtain
Desperately searching shelter
Again (again)