Desperate Thoughts Lyrics

My life is so empty
All days are the same
the time comes
To a standstill
I sit in my chamber
For myself to blame
And dismal thoughts
Let me thrill

I feel so chill
All around is so still

All fade to grey
You can leave me or stay
All fade to grey
There's nothing more to say
I go astray
While I try to leave this way
I drift away
And I think I cast away

I see into Hell
Always I hear my own knell

All fade to grey
You can leave me or stay
All fade to grey
There's nothing more to stay
I go astray
While I try to leave this way
I drift away
And I think I cast away

I don't want to live
I don't want to die
What can I do
That makes me ill
I just can't break out
So I always cry
And so many tears I spill

Myself to kill
Is that really my will?

All fade to grey
You can leave me or stay
All fade to grey
There's nothing more to say
I go astray
While I try to leave this way
I drift away
And I think I cast away

All fade to grey...
Leave me or stay...
All fade to grey...
Nothing more to say...