Waiting for the End Lyrics

Why's it so heavy in my heart?
Convicted, I inspected all my past
I was drowning in myself
I'm falling down in the ashes of my pride
Suffocating in my own filth

Becoming grey just like others,
I start to stop thinking at all

Keeping, dreaming was never enough
Keeping my mind, it was way harder than I thought
Looking for the way, everyone's so loud
Losing is so easy when drawn to the sound

Are you there? Will you not fail?
I'm standing on the apex of my failure
My goals, my life that used to be there are now nowhere to be found

This city is swarming with hate
Let's fuck it one last time
I don't care there's no hope, my friends
Here we go

Dreaming was never enough
Keeping my mind, it was way harder than I thought
You know I will never change
Looking for the way, everyone's so loud
Losing is so easy when drawn to the sound

Are you there? Will you not fail?
I'm standing on the apex of my failure
My goals, my life that I had, lost in the waves, are nowhere to be found