Live fast, Die slow Lyrics

I've denied all love in my life
I've shown the shades of my sides
I know the way from cradle to the grave
So I'll have to feel life and it's taste

This life it breaks me
Slowly it shakes me
I'm in the downward spiral
Nothing can stop me from falling down

Sweet is the smell, bitter is the taste
I'm on my way to hell, so nothing to waste
You are trying to help me, it's a waste of time
This is my realm, it's my crime

This life it breaks me
Slowly it shakes me
I'm in the downward spiral
Nothing can stop me from falling
Every moment they stab me
Slowly they eat me
This life it thrills me
Slowly it kills me

I have lost everything, except my poor life
You wanted to be my wife, but alcohol's my bride
You told that life rolls on, but all that rolls is a dice
I said I'll tell the truth, but all I told were lies

Now there's no turning back, there's no future
Bonded in darkness, engaged with misery
Take a look into my eyes, what do you see?
Shame and self-loathing is only left of me...