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My head is empty but it's full with useless things
It feels like it's someone else who's pulling on my strings
How can I fight this war and I'm about to lose control
Despair and anguish are the struggles of my soul
So insecurity is all that I am
Oh God, what's the point of this? I'll never understand

My mind is raging
But my heart is beating calmly like before
Now I hear the voices call my name
I'm slowly fading
Who can see my heart drive through the skin in all my bones?
I'm trapped in a puppet show, so I'm still on my own
(So I'm still on my own)

I am so curious what my life could have been
I'll need a helping hand before I can even live
Feels like a curse and it will break all my bones
But I'll survive somehow 'cause my heart is made of stone

Every thing is different to what it used to be
I suffer every day I wish to break free (Break free)

My mind is raging
But my heart is beating calmly like before
Now I hear the voices call my name
I'm slowly fading
Who can see my heart drive through the skin in all my bones?
I'm trapped in a puppet show, so I'm still on my own
(So I'm still on my own)

But it's hard in my heart to survive this part
Enlighten us all and cave in my thoughts
But it's hard in my heart to survive this part
Enlighten us all and cave in my thoughts

My mind is raging
But my heart is beating calmly like before
Now I hear the voices call my name
I'm slowly fading
Who can see my heart drive through the skin in all my bones?
I'm trapped in a puppet show, so I'm still on my own
(So I'm still on my own)

How can I fight this war and I'm about to lose control
Despair and anguish are the struggles of my soul