Calling You Lyrics

I can't be with myself
and all I am is just a mask, I play pretend
that I'm okay but I'm alone in my descend
I hear the wolves are at my door
I take the pills so that I finally feel something
I can't remember how I felt before

I feel the weight when I'm alone
I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest
hours of lifeless staring at my phone
should I call you?
should I call you now?

and I'm calling you
cause I can't be with myself in solitude
I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help
I'm a letdown, oh yeah
but I don't want to go the way I am, I swear
I don't know what to do with myself

I'm crawling down across the floor
searching for a way out of my life,
because I know there must be more

I'm feeling down, so lonely and depressed
searing pain, with a hole in my chest
this is where my heart and happiness used to be
I'm sinking deeper, so help me please

I feel the weight when I'm alone
I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest
hours of lifeless staring at my phone
should I call you?
should I call you?

and I'm calling you
cause I can't be with myself in solitude
I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help
I'm a letdown, oh yeah
but I don't want to go the way I am, I swear
I don't know what to do with myself

since you're gone, my life's not moving on
I just can't let you go but you're never coming back, I
know
all the pain and sorrow
realising that I am nothing without you
I'm now drowning in grief
listening to the last message I received...

I'm still calling you
even though I know you're now in solitude
I can't do this without you...

and I'm calling you
cause I can't be with myself in solitude
I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help
I'm a letdown, oh yeah
but I don't want to go the way I am, I swear
I don't know what to do with myself

I'm a letdown, oh yeah
I don't know what to do with myself
I'm a letdown
I'm a letdown
I don't know what to do with myself