Human's Understanding Lyrics

Suicide ideas
Creeping in my brain
Fated to take out
Once and once again
With mask of careless
Denial the complaint
You promise to understand
Reliably closed in a cage
Words of a consolation
Aggravate my revenge
Whether you will find me
Dead on a rye field
Smell of decomposition
Carried by a wind
Lukewarm stain of soil
Murdered blood in veins
Devouring me from within
Back to initial domain
I swear I will lay down
Dead on a rye field
Smell of decomposition
Carried by a wind
An empty talks will done
Words are not a valid
Most of you will come
To my final way.
But while I still stand living
Hope for you and pray
Oh, please God help me
Or mate me and a grave
To see off. To cry. To regret.
Not noticing so much
We leave day after day
Misfortune is so cruel
Transforming bright to grey