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MISERY
THE WORLD AROUND CAN'T SEE IT
MEET MY DOOM
THERE'S THIS DISCONNECTED FEELING
LEFT ALONE
FORGET WHO I USED TO BE
TOTAL LOST
ALL MY THOUGHTS ARE NEGATIVE

I RAISE MY HEAD
AND LOWER IT
ONCE I SHUT MY EYES
THERE ARE THESE VISIONS

THE VOID
WILL DEVOUR ME FROM INSIDE
DEEP IN ME
A DEMON CAME INTO MY HEAD
NOBODY
RECOGNIZES MY CRY FOR HELP
DESTROYED
MY LIFE IS A PILE OF SHARDS

I RAISE MY HEAD
AND LOWER IT
ONCE I SHUT MY EYES
THERE ARE THESE VISIONS

MY MIND IS MY PRISON
ALWAYS MAKING THE WRONG DECISION
NO LUCK FOR A STRANDED MAN
SELF-INITIATED DESCENT

SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE I AM RISING, FLYING
THEN IT FEELS LIKE I AM SINKING, DESCENDING

HELPLESS AND BITTER
ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS
SENSELESS RESENTMENT
BRAIN FUCKED, MY DEATH SENTENCE

WHAT SEEMED TO BE MY RESCUE
TURNED OUT TO BE A TRAP
SUDDENLY I WAS ALONE INSIDE THE DEMON'S HOUSE

DISTRESSED
THE LOVE THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO REDEEM ME
OPPRESSED
IS DEVELOPING INTO A TRAGEDY
DEPENDENT
PUTTING MY OWN DREAMS ON HOLD
SLAVERY
I'M BORN TO SERVE HER NEEDS

I RAISE MY HEAD
AND LOWER IT
ONCE I SHUT MY EYES
THERE ARE THESE VISIONS

MY MIND IS MY PRISON
ALWAYS MAKING THE WRONG DECISION
NO LUCK FOR A STRANDED MAN
EXTERNALLY CAUSED DESCENT