Conspiracy II - Unexpected Still Lyrics

White pages blackened
When I was down
And despaired
Looking at your picture on the screen


Last scene was shown again
When your eyes
Were flashing in the night
Upon my frosted skin

Silence faded in
Everything and none
Such a tiny thing together all

Sorrow
Out of a soul
In and out and out within
Beginning or the end?

The truth is always
Unacceptable
The truth never feels real

The fantasy is
Undeniable
But unexpected still

You would love to trust your fantasy
But reality is all I see
It is the beautiful conspiracy
Of innocence and mercy


Live in illusion
Tenderness of fake
All you make me see are images of false

All the confessions
Promises you break
For how long have I been living in a dream?

The undevoted smile of purity
Instead of faithful tears
The lazy feeling of ensured safety
Instead of trampling fears

Eyes are closing
Arms are heavier
You're diving into the deep
There's no one
As devoid and fortunate
As those who wait for sleep

When your youth is rising
Innocence and beauty
Drugs of drunken pleasure
My soul fails to measure

All the way up to the sigh
I fall with the stardust
Brings me down and gets me high
Spinning round me so vast

Live in illusion
Faithfulness of fake
All you make me see are images of false

All the confessions
Promises you break
For so long I have been believing a dream

Kiss me
I am lipless
Bless me
Am I happy?
Turn that world around me

Dream is my possession
Answer to my question
Chases me for ages
Turns all my white pages

Dreaming is my possession
Answers all my questions
Chases me for ages
Turns back my white pages