Peace Out Lyrics

I've finally taken things to the finish line, my wife and beautiful kids lay side by side
There is no turning back from this, I will join them in just a few minutes time
At five, suicide was introduced as normal in my life
The old man opted out as anyone can choose to die
He left my whore mother to bring in the dudes and let the sexual abuse ensue
Don't help me, just wait, see what hatred will come
I turned into a drug user, a sexual sadist, a porn addict, woman abuser
I found myself a wife to take a positive turn in my life
We had two kids and I was doing okay for a while, until my wife found the tapes
Video of us, multiple Ambien induced rapes
Counseling, pay to find out what I've known, I'm a fucking psycho
I am just a three-year-old stuck in a big man's body
God damn I've always hated my fucking mother, being helpless REALLY bothers me
The marriage was ended in a text: "You raped me. RAPE RAPE RAPE RAPE RAPE RAPE"
I hate my life because of you, you killed a part of me."
The truth was coming out fast, my roided narcistic ass couldn't let it last
If it has to come out, none of these dicks will be around
I'm supposed to be a public protector, but I'm just a family infector
Human poison who's tricked himself into thinking it would be good to bring a girl and boy in
The other person that lives inside of me wins
With my mother-in-law dead, I look at my immediate family in bed and realize how pathetic I am
Each have fatal gunshot wounds delivered out of anger, my service weapon used, mortality excused
No one could have stopped me, except for myself
I'm able to take care of this, what's the point in calling someone for help?
It isn't hard, it's easier than you think. Just put the barrel up to your temple, and squeeze, do it, do it
I lay here for moments with my family in bed, don't think, fucking make it easy
With a gun to my head, this is the only courageous act I've ever done, I yearn for this, and now I'm