Regret Lyrics

What have I done?
What have I done?

I'll be lost forever
These words eternally etched into my skin
All of the days that I spent wishing you would come back and be everything I've ever dreamed of
I am your creation
Why don't you face what you brought into existence?
Don't be such a fucking coward

What have I done?
To push you away
Do you even remember the color of my eyes?
They're just like yours
Look into my eyes
Have I become the monster you make me out to be?
This hell was created from misery
And I'm afraid that the worst is yet to come

You've taught me nothing, but the concept of quitting and being absent
I hope you're proud of yourself and your fictitious contributions
All my life I've been taken for granted
I've let the venom flow through
My body weakens
There's nothing good left in me
I'm fucking putrid

Punish me for my mistakes
Please god
Take me away

My demons are my brothers
They are the only familiar face
Unlike you they serve purpose
Remind me of you and all the things I don't wanna be

These walls are now my comfort
They have become my only escape
I swear to god
It's the only way I can breathe

What have I done?
To push you away
Do you even remember the color of my eyes?
They're just like yours
Look into my eyes
Have I become the monster you make me out to be?
This hell was created from misery
And I'm afraid that the worst is yet to come

Six feet deep
Buried by silence
This world has rejected the blood I've put in it
My effort means nothing in this prison
Forever stuck in this cage
Unable to turn the page and start a new chapter

I cannot escape this damn cycle
All regret repeats
Constant tragedy
Constant agony
Makes me question
When I will be able to live again

I cannot escape this damn cycle
All regret repeats
Constant tragedy
Constant agony
Makes me question
When I will live again