Repeat (feat. Will Ramos) Lyrics

This is the end of my life
The one I used to know
Where I could rest my head and find comfort in my sheltered soul

Was such a fool to believe that I could flee from these
Constant thoughts driving me to pull the trigger and set myself free
I now have realized my fate
I'm standing right at the gates
Of death, prying them open till my blood escapes

Take my life
There is no solace in this hellfire
Pain will be my solution and annihilation

Tortured by the voices screaming
"You'll never be good enough.
Maybe if you're lucky death will catch you and take all you're worth
Grip you, skin you, mutilate you
Make you stare until you see
This is who you are
Class is over, Hope you learned a lot."

We all torture ourselves
By drinking venom from the
Snakes that surround us all
When will we learn
What doesn't make us stronger
Can destroy our will

Break me free
Break me free of this nightmare
Before we lose it all
Face to face with reality
Face to face with my demons
Will we ever learn before it's too fucking late
Consumed by the hatred growing within

I've tried so many times
To end the cycle, to close my eyes
To dig out rotting flesh inside
Rotting flesh inside

Necrotizing memories
The monster in me must be fed
God don't you understand
You can't kill me cause I'm already....

Can you hear me?!
Don't you fucking walk away from me
Are you listening?!
Or have I fallen on deaf ears once again

No
I can't give in
This is not the end
I can't give in
This is not the end