One Last Time Lyrics

Waking up on the floor with no one else in the room
I never felt like this before I just hope I'm leaving soon

And if tomorrow I don't wake up just know I really tried
To make the best of your forgiveness

Tell me one last time how I never tried

Was so close to breaking through last time
Thought that I'd be sheltered by nothingness by the lack of consciousness

But I lay here awake too afraid to dream
'cause if I might have to face myself I'll buckle at the knees

Tell me one last time how I never tried

I've seen the light but never felt this close
Pushed my pain aside 'cause I could never give it to those
'cause I never see the point in sharing defeat
Displaying my debts to the world I just live in repeat vacant and desperate

Tell me one last time how I never tried
And if tomorrow I don't wake up just know I really tried
To make the best of your forgiveness and tell my brother he'll be fine