The One You Loved Lyrics

Do you remember what I said the night that i just spilled my soul
I told you things about myself things that no one else should know
You see the thoughts behind my eyes you try to ask but you don't pry
We feel the same but we don't speak and you cannot make up your mind
There's always some form of excuse there's nothing left for me to prove
I try to hold on 'cause you know I hate to lose

What happened to the one I loved
Was the change in me not strong enough
Was it something else 'cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved
Was the sober me not good enough
Is there someone else I can't get through to you

I can't get you out of my head
Time with you is what I dread
When it's you and me apparently I don't seem to phase you
So I chase you just to be shot down I never break through
All these fucked up restless nights always haunt my sleepless mind
Only trying to survive but you won't even look me in my eyes
Always some form of excuse there's nothing left for me to prove
I tried to hold on but I know I need to lose

What happened to the one I loved
Was the change in me not strong enough
Was it something else 'cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved
Was the sober me not good enough
Is there someone else I can't get through to you

I start to think out loud and with every sound she breaks
With a shattered soul she was the black hole when I roamed space
When I roamed space

What happened to the one I loved
Was the sober me not good enough
Was it something else 'cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved
Was the sober me not strong enough
Is it something else I can't get through to you

What happened to the one I loved
Was the change in me not strong enough
Was it something else 'cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved
Was the sober me not good enough
Is there someone else I can't get through to you

What happened to the one I loved
Was the change in me not strong enough
Was it something else 'cause I tried my best
What happened to the one I loved
Was the sober me not good enough
Is there someone else I can't get through to you
Is there someone else I can't get through to you