Behelit Lyrics

Stuck in this place again, slipping further everyday. Too beaten down to push yourself. Remember the failsafe, the false cross you bare. Abstain from life, wallowing in your own despair. Uncontained. A failure once again. A wretched object promising you what you want. Never lasting long enough to cure the guilt. The guilt brought upon by all the mistakes you have made. Grabbing onto lies, fiending for that quick escape. Reaching out for the devils toy, accepting this awful gift. Reaching the peak of highlife, never wondering about the consequence. Indulging some more, losing it, living it, breathing it, killing you. Drowning in your substance. Becoming braindead. Forced. Hiding from the dead. A life you can't explain, afraid of the truth, which is that you waste all of your time dwelling on the past. Pushing all aside, just to kill yourself fast. Denying. Deceiving. Refusing. Lying. So here we are, pit party for yourself. Full of anguish. So there you go, coming up with any excuse. Inebriated, self inflicted. Disappear into the void. There is no coming back from this. You've made your choice. Poisoning who you are, just to attain your selfish mind numbed way. Ingesting what is left, a crux for failure. Becoming blind to your mistakes, ignorance is bliss. The behelit of choice has no judgement. You will live and die alone, separation as punishment.