The Pain Deep Within Lyrics

As the sky turns dark & starts to rain, darkness surrounds my obscured room
Still it doesn't ease my pain, the pain that spells my impending doom!
Who cares about my life? Questions related to answers that doesn't exist.
My animosity began to rise, the elder ones are my disease!

(Bluesy Solo: Al*Fahmi)

Deep within my innerself, as the anger silently builds, must break free from the wrath!
To ease the pain deep within!!! Forbidden listening to brutal noises, forever forlorn shall I be
Banned to implore my dark deep desires, my life is like a calm sea!!!

(Japanese Lick/Cyber Jazz Solo/Dying Whisper: Al*Fahmi)

Morbid thoughts recite inside, suicidal crawls within the brain, within these walls, I must die
To break this invisible chains!!!

"All alone, with no one by my side, forlorn. I'll hold the hanging noose, with Fear. I'll put my head inside, laughter, to the other side I'll choose!"

(Voices Of Ecstasy/Solo/Sorrowful Volume Swell: Al*Fahmi + Hell Screams: Seyfrul)

My tendency fails, always to die, reincarnate truth in holy lies.
Deceptive spells condensed me here, choking in me and my death is near