Mental Disorder Sufferer Lyrics

emotion, anger, chaos
boiled my soul in blood
agony, hopeless, dying
disorder to my soul
in this world of destruction
I lost.... humanity
I try to crawl from this suffering
but I can't find the enemy
battlefield.... in my brain
as I never peace in this world
deviated instict.... destroy the holiness
oppress me.... is your pleasure
in this world of destruction
I lost.... humanity
I try to crawl from this suffering
but I can't find the enemy
battlefield.... in my brain
as I never peace in this world
mental disorder
unblessed mind
hopeless future
waiting to die