oblivion (feat. JayKim of Liberalia) Lyrics

I'm afraid, it's happening again.
Piece by piece, the memories,
they keep coming back.
I can't believe, the visions I'm seeing.
The mess I made.
The shame I feel,
it's quite a lot to take in.
I wish it was all fake.
It wasn't me, it was someone else.
Crawling inside, whispering from behind.
But I'm sure I had it under control.
I was myself.
Don't show me these random visions.
It wasn't me!
I think I might be losing it again.
No way I caused all the pain.
All these visions must be fake.
These memories are driving me insane.
Wish I could fly away and hide.
But I cannot hide
when the enemy's inside.
These visions,
are these real or all dreams?
Am I me now, or am I lost again?
Who the frak is this talking in my head?
And, why am I talking to myself?
From when was I staring in this mirror?
And, why am I grinning?
It's not me, it is someone else.
Doesn't even crawl,
now he is out upfront.
But, in the next split second,
I'm once again back to myself.
Was it all me, or was it all not,
or a bit of both?
I think I might be losing it again.
No way I caused all the pain.
All these visions must be fake.
These memories are driving me insane.
Wish I could fly away and hide.
But I cannot hide
when the enemy's inside.
I don't want to know.
I don't want to know.
I don't want to know.
I don't want to know.
I don't want to know,
what I'm about to do.
I don't want to know,
how much it will hurt.
I don't want to know,
that it was me all along.
I don't want to know about the truth
that this will never end.
I don't want to know.
I don't want to know anymore.
I don't want to know.
I don't want to know, I'm oblivious.